I don't know!

What's happening?

This morning when I wake up, I realise,

my teddy fell off the bed,

the birds aren't chirping as usual,

my car was unwashed,

my digital cam went out of battery,

the lamp wouldn't light,

there was no sun,

I couldn't find the newspaper,

and also my car key,

what's happening?!

I thought things should be better today?

why my heart don't agree with my mind anymore?

I believe its only for today la, everything was not well ever since the morning,

so better SIT and SHUT UP, don't do anything else, in case they all gone bad.. LOL!

No Luck lehh!! =='

Don't know why, I started a habit of writing diary..

Hmmm, its a good thing right? =D

Especially you have got things that you can't even tell you best friends..

At least you don't keep everything to yourself, which will drive you crazy.. =)

Mum and bro just left for Singapore yesterday,

I thought its time for me to study, when my house is quiet,

but ended up, I'm watching more and more of TV, DVD and Facebook..

Ish ish ish... I really know eat and sleep only.. =/

Its has been a month since I updated my blog,

I'm more prone to writing diaries.. =D

Several friends' birthdays are on Monday,

21/12 is a special day.. =)

Happy Birthday Chung Khei and Chia Wen! haha.. =P

I've drafted lots and lots of posts, but I don't dare to publish them.

=.=" I've a very small level of courage.. zzz..

Will do another post when I'm back from lunch.. @@ EAT AGAIN.. >.<

p/s don't worry, I'm glad that you are frank to me, as promised, I can wait, and I will wait.. =))

Songher

Lazy Bum, I am..

I've drafted some posts but just dun feel like posting them up first..

Mum is going back hometown next week, it means I'm gonna miss a week of on9-ing..

Haih.. Nvr Mind LA! >.<

So since Im gonna be away for like a week+, I think I better update my blog in case the spider webs and everything come visiting.. xP

Actually, I do not know wat to update la.. life's very 乱水 these days.. Zzz..

I did a personality test ytd, and the result is extremely accurate..

It turns out very eerie.. XD

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Anyway, its from piggie ang's blog.. =) the url is http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx in case u all would like to give it a shot.. =D

p/s will do a more "formal" update afta mum come back from hometown.. cant wait for the delicacies from grandma! =P (someone is gonna say that I oni know food and sleep.. ><)

Songher

Happy happy happy!

Yesterday.. was forced to go back college for replacement class, Economics..

OMG.. Now I realise I'm kinda weak in studies.. T.T

All along I thought I can study well..

But that confidence has gone down the river.. =.="

Didn't go straight home afta class..

Went somewhere.. =.="

We reach pavilion at around, 4+

And KK start to nag about the car park price d.. omg..

Before we headed for GSC, biiang went to Bonia (always go bonia buy "same thing" de) ><

Was planning to watch either Jennifer's Body or PokerKing..

Then, here comes the funny part..xD

Afta finish lining up for like 15 to 20 mins, kinda long queue la..

We start arguing, on what movie to watch, in front of the attendant.. LOL

We gave up for the first time.. den went jalan jalan first..

den we went for the second time, firmly decided on what we wanna watch..

AT LAST... =.=" we bought our tix..

For PokerKing at 7 30pm..

took our dinner at Pizza Hut.. I feel like it had been so long since I chatted so long with my frens.. =)

PokerKing is exceptionally funny and hilarious.. muahaha!

Hopefully I can get a dvd for this show.. hee.. >.<

p/s the main actress is so sweet.. xP LOL

everybody laugh like there's no tomorrow.. xP

Coming friday got coursework le.. T.T

start to feel the pressure d..

I hope its not too late.. haha..

Everytime I see her in college, that day,

radio station will surely play RedBean..

hmm.. OneFM really understands me... heeeeeeeeeeeeee =DDD

p/s want go study, but my hand holding mouse, not pen.. >.<

Results day...

Its ntg to be proud of la.. T.T

I got a very very very average result..

err.. for other people, it seems average, my dad sees it as lousy.. @@

this is what made my life difficult these days.. T.T wan on9 update blog oso cant d.. zzz

OMG.. i'm back to my primary skul type of life le..

Result so many B where can ooooo???!?!?!?! songher what are u doing?! wtf!? =.="

Anyway.. It had been quite sometime from my previous post..

It seems like so many things had just evolved and happened overnight.. >.<

good things.. heeeeeeeeeee >.< *wink*

waa.. my mood like so good le.. lol..

omg omg omg omg omg.. today everything so so so so.... errrrr... nice.. wakaka!

i sot d le.. swt..

she was extraordinary funny today.. masuk wrong lecture hall! >.<

den see see, realise wrong place, turn back go in another door.. xP

opps, i promise not to tell anybody.. but...

I want other ppl to know her "special trait"..

dominant trait nowadays.. >.<

aiyak, paiseh le.. I dunno what to update d la.. simply crap ni la.. lol..

eh, my sushi le?! >.<

p/s dota is even more tiring than studying.. =.="

Songher

Readjusting to college life + appreciation post

Most of you all knew that Im back to college already, for this is the second week. Which means, tutorials and lectures starts this week. Full Load.

Hmm, it was still okay, because no matter how stressful am I, I still have a break at Thursday, which I find very useful, if Im really heavily sleep deprived. Have to start doing tutorials already, so, might not be free for the nex 14 weeks.. =.="

Today, Ive got 4 hours break.. The heavily under pressure 4 hours...

My DotA seems to be at the verge of their era.. My time to do-it-like Michael Schumacher..

Today, I decided to give myself a break, to suit the "jet-lag" from having 2 weeks of holidays.. Hopefully by next week, I will be on track to reach 5As this semester! =)

Though, I start to realise, there is this someone who is keep encouraging me to study hard, to think positively, strive for my target, to do things the way they should be done.. If you are reading this, sincerely thank you.. =) u made my life different..

You know, its always a very good idea to get to know some of the seniors of your studying course.. and Im very glad that I knew, although not really many of them, in fact onli one who Im seeking help from.. Thank you alot o.. haha.. always mafan u, maybe in your heart, u r cursing me d.. >.<

erm.. what else arr....

TQ daddy and mummy, for funding my studies.. >.<

Im the eldest son and I should be the one with scholarship, so that daddy wont hav to spend much on me while to keep them for my younger brothers... Im so disappointed that I did badly in the first year., I admit that I was too playful and very naughty, and that shouldn't have happened.. At least not to me....

p/s living my life to the fullest.. =)

Songher

College's here

College just started few days ago.

And I start to feel its kinda tiring d.

My goodness.

5 subjects this semester, my last semester of the year and for my course..

Financial Management

Corporate Law and Governance

Business Economics

Financial Accounting Practice

Tamadun Islam & Asia =.="

After this, I will step into advance diploma, hopefully everything will be fine lo.. =D

I wan CGPA 3.65 le.. T.T

p/s wanna go start STUDYING! >.<

Songher

My Arch-Rival

Though, it was the Mid Autumn Festival.

Yet, I went Lake Club for badminton.

Surprisingly, there are quite an amount of people.

My friends was so surprised that I went.

*I din know that Im that important* xD

Yesterday was unusual I played like.. hmm.. wont tired.. haha..

Den last game, as usual, single versus my Arch Rival! ><

This guy ar...

I dunno what to say d la..

We have won each other uncountable times..

I'm not prepared to lose to him today le.. T.T

Kinda confident in the first half la.. around 12-11

den I just dunno why I kept doing mistakes..

Consequences of not playing for so long.. =.="

p/s I think I've to look for sparring partner d.. LoL

Songher

=)

爱一直都在......

I will always love you so......

Btw, Next week start college lo! last semester for diploma...

Time really Flies.....

Songher

红豆

最近，某某人常跟我说，她好喜欢这首歌，没办法唱给你听，只好点给你听咯！

红豆

词:林夕

曲:柳重言

编曲:Aubrey Suwito



还没好好地感受 雪花绽放的气候

我们一起颤抖 会更明白 什么是温柔

还没跟你牵著手 走过荒芜的沙丘

可能从此以后 学会珍惜 天长和地久

有时候 有时候 我会相信一切有尽头

相聚离开 都有时候 没有什么会永垂不朽

可是我 有时候 宁愿选择留恋不放手

等到风景都看透 也许你会 陪我看细水长流

还没为你把红豆 熬成缠绵的伤口

然后一起分享 会更明白 相思的哀愁

还没好好的感受 醒著亲吻的温柔

可能在我左右 你才追求 孤独的自由

也许你会陪我看细水长流。

"dunno-what-title-to-put"

I've got several posts, which I did not publish, because I do not know whether izzit appropriate.. lol..

anyway, I've only got one more week to go before holiday ends.. T.T

And yet, I'm grounded at home, haih...

H1N1 la.. made dad feel not safe for me to be outside lo...

there goes my 1 more week of holiday..

It was a long time ago since I went swimming... This morning, suddenly got the mood to swim, so after sending my brother to tuition at Kasturi, 7 30am in the morning.. @@ I packed my things and went for a swim..

Wa, morning de water very cold le.. I forgot abt my flu that time, went down the water and start sneezing.. zzz..

its 9 25 now.. Im just back from the club.. I guess everyone tend to sleep more on Sundays.. No car on the road..

Just had my cup of coffee, and Im now feeling sleepy..

Guess caffein failed to work for me...

To "the-miss-who-sms-me-ytd": Hoped u did slept well ytd night..

p/s Life's good sometimes.. xD

Songher